let the breath settle in your lungs and

a few small ways to start accepting yourself even when others don’t

the first place I look is the palm of your hand / the mount under Mercury / the one that holds the healer’s mark

I guess we could call this my “year in review”, but to be honest, that sounds like I’m watching a slideshow presentation in 2006.

they always ask why why did you leave give me all the reasons and then they try and tell me all the reasons I should have changed to stay

she is swallowing your lies with her mariposa smile
knowing that

god is coming home soon / be ready / be better / he’s always watching
I’ve lived half my life afraid of dying

this morning I woke up to the moon and the sky was pink and purple and blue

I can feel your fingers tugging at the roots between us

You say Eve was a wicked thing when you know damn well she’s the Queen ✨

show me the ones who made you feel like you were hard to love

I am not a delicate woman
don’t let my eyes fool you